Still..

"Why did you sleep so late?

"Why did you sleep so long?

she asked.

"Oh, I dunno," he said

"I was just tired, I guess," he said.

He thought to himself
slowly turned his
head
to wipe a growing tear

and whispered so low
only the angels could hear

"I sleep because, that's where
i get to see her again. 
Get to hold her
again.
Sleep, is the place
i wish i could be and
Heaven seems so
Overly far away
Lost for a wretch
Like me
Yearning for one more kiss"

sigh..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3a71swB_DqY

This isn't a poem, it's a thought..

I miss you..

I tried to pretend

it wasn't you

it was just

you know

"us"

but im wrong

It's YOU

I MISS

fuck me

I'm not supposed to text you

And I'm not supposed to still

love

you

But tonight

it hurts so much

I wouldnt wish this pain

On anyone else,

anyone else.

Fuck me.

It hearts to breathe

I just want to hear your voice
the way you giggle
they way you say
"that's so cool"
the way you would look
at
me
like i was worth

something

fuck

me

these fingers are now drenched with
tears
youll never dry

i
am
sorry...

I'd do anything, I'd do anything, for....

I'd even leave letters
in the rain
marked 
in poetry

for you
to hopefully
forgive
all
of my blame

love letters 
showing only in the rain..