Tuesday, January 06, 2004

OK so i know its been awhile... but heres the good news, im writing again. I wrote this story here last nite. I know its not that good, so please be easy. I wrote it leavign out alot of texture and such because i could have been going on for hours and i wanted to get it out while i could. so anyway here it is... if you decide to read this then u must send me a message at HiddenLie on AIM and let me know what u think.. seriously, im putting this shit out here, at least give me some feedback... thanks...

"New Beginnings"

I had just finished moving in, and began staring around the room looking for my next move. I decided that I should start unpacking all these boxes but first i made myself a nice drink. I drank it down quickly and started on the next one. I hated moving into a new place, all that packing and unpacking. You had to rearange all your shit and realize that there was no need for even having half of it. I found one good room in the place, there was a desk set up at the window, it was a nice old one too. I figured i could set up my typewriter there. I had gotten everything in order in about no time seeing as how i didn’t have much else to do. The bottle was beginning to run low and i felt like i might as well venture out of the house on my first night there. I had seen this dive bar that was a round the corner when i was moving everything in. I drained my drink, took some of the little money i had left and went on my way.
When i opened the door i felt at home right away. The place was dark and musty, with a few old guys sitting at the bar staring down their drinks. Some men go to the bar to celebrate but the fortunate few go and sit there to forget. They want to forget their wives, girlfriends, dead end jobs, and life in its fullest. The place smelled like piss and i almost began to gag before i got used to it. I pulled up a seat and got the bartender’s attention. “I’ll take a Jameson on the rocks please.” She turned around and i got a good look at her ass, it was almost perfect the way it shifted as she walked to the end of the bar to find my bottle. As she walked back towards me i could see her in full, and wanted to get a piece of her. It had been awhile and she seemed like the perfect fit to what i needed. She had a small chest but her face made up for the things she was lacking. She seemed almost innocent, like she didnt belong in a place like this. She handed me my drink and asked for $6 dollars. The price seemed high, but she had poured me a good one. I drank it down quickly and asked for another.
I looked around the room at all the sorry son of bitches that were sitting around me. This one guy seemed as if his old woman had just left him. He just sat there looking at his drink as if it was all he had left to himself. For a moment i felt for him. Women can do horrible things to men. Good men too, they always get it the worst. I bet you he adored her every move and gave her everything he could that was in his power. That is never enough, they never like it much when you truly love them. Some rat bastard had most likely come along and treated her like shit (they always love that) , he probably fucked with her head till eventually she caved and gave into him. Now this poor guy had nothing left but that drink in front of him, at least he had that. I called the bartender over again.
“I’ll take a bottle of beer and a shot of whiskey please.” She looked at me with an awkward grin.
“I’ve never seen you before, have you ever been here before?”
“No, i just moved back into town and this is the closest bar to my place, so i figured i could get a good drink here.” Her eyes seemed to widen as i spoke and i knew that she wanted to pay attention to my words for some reason. I was the youngest guy in the place, most likely somewhere near her age. I might have also been the best looking depending on her taste. She had to have a boyfriend though, she was too good looking of a woman. That’s always the problem with the good looking ones, they are never alone too long. You have to get the good looking ones when the timing is right. Right after they have broken up with thier boyfriends and are eager for something new. I could see in her eyes that something wasn’t right though. Somehow inside she was all fucked up. “How about those drinks? And pour yourself one too while your at it.”
“Why thank you, i’m not really supposed to drink while i work but i guess i can make an exception just this once.” She said as she shot me a devishly cute smile. She turned and i took another look at her ass. Man, what an ass she had. I started to invision myself getting behind her and pounding away like a man at work. When you go to bed with a woman with an ass like that you must take it like a job. IT is your job to pound it good because thats why its there. I could almost hear her screaming for more as she turned around and poured the two shots. I took a drink of my beer and looked at her one more time. I grabbed one of the shots and gave it to her (I’ve often felt that being a gentleman can pay off, it never really took much. All you had to do was have some common courtesy and extend it to them as best you could.) as she reached across and brushed my hand for a moment.
“Well, what should we drink too?” she asked.
“How about new beginning’s, seeing as how i just moved back here.” I was laying it out there for her. The booze was starting to kick in and i wanted to hook her good before i got too bad.That was often the best way of action, you had to hook them into you real good before you started to get beyond control. Women were not easy to get ahold of when you were too drunk to even understand their name. If you were fortunate to get thier attention and through all the formalities before you hit that point then you were almost golden. I wanted to be golden tonight baby, i needed to start off the new adventure right and she was going to be it.
“New beginning’s sounds good to me” We put up our glasses and clicked them together as we smiled to each other. It went down well, and she even took some of my beer to chase it down. She was getting comfortable with me and i noticed it. She walked away to help to another customer. A few of them were paying attention to what was goin on and they were jealous of it all. I could see it in one of thier eyes. He had obviously had his gaze on her but not made his move for whatever reason. He looked at me with this anger and i just looked back saying to him with my gestures “Whatever mother, its too late for you now. She’s gonna be mine.” She quickly came back to talk to me.
“Pour us two more baby! This is a good reason to celebrate.”
“Yes sir!” she said as she turned around for the next round. I got another look at that ass of her’s and started to get excited. I started to undress her with my mind. I bet she’s wearing a nice lace g-string under there, i said to myself. She was just wearing a tang-top but you could see her bra straps that were on the side of it. Blue. I often liked blue bra’s for some reason. Maybe because my old ex used to wear a blue bra that i fancied. The off colour seemed to add a bit something to thier appeal. I bet she would knew what to do when i got her home too. She seemed like the kind who knew what she wanted and she wanted it good. I was going to ride her good tonight too, she knew it.
“Just give me $3 bucks for this round, the rest is on me.” I politely handed her a ten and told her to keep it. I didn’t mind paying for some ass this way. I could never pay a prostitute even though its the same thing. Whether you pay them just for the sex or you pay for their meal and drinks all night, either way your paying. “So what’s your name anyway?” she asked. I was never good with asking people their names, i guess it was because i never really cared much. I didn’t need to know your name, the conversationg was enough.
“Charlie” I said to her.
“Well I’m Christine, nice to meet you Charlie” I extended my hand to shake hers, but it was only to touch her again. I wanted to feel her skin and see if she recieved it well. She took my hand, shook it and gently rubbed her fingers across my palm.
“So what time do you close up shop here?” It was already 2:30 and i knew that they probably closed at 4am but i had to ask. It was a good question to start it going.
“Well we close at 4 but i can close it up earlier if i want. It depends how busy it is in here.” I looked around and there wasn’t that many people left. All i could see where the few sad bastards sitting at the bar and a little couple in the corner going at each other. “I can close it up early if i really wanted too.” She said.
“Get us another beer and shot will you baby”
“Sure, but how about two shots this time? I’ll buy the other two.”
“Sounds good to me” i said as i really began to like my situation. “I’m gonna go to the bathroom, have that ready when i get back.” I got up and made my way to the pisser. Damn beer, i thought to myself. It always makes me piss too much. I walked into the bathroom and began to piss when one of the sad son-of-a-bitches walked in behind me.
“Listen buddy, i’ve notice what’s goin on over there. I just want to let you know that there’s this big guy who comes in once in awhile and they get all sweet on each other. I don’t know if its the best move for you to keep up with what your after.”
“I don’t give a fuck who anyone is guy. He’s not her right now is he? And you know what? If he was here, i wouldn’t give a fuck. Me and him can go outside and dance in the pale moonlight if you know what i’m saying.”
“Listen man, your new here. You don’t know who that guy is. He’s a pretty important guy around here, you don’t fuck with his women. Everybody knows this.”
“Well thanks for the heads up but i got one for you. There’s a new dog in town baby, and i dont give two fucks about who this dude thinks he is. She wants me tonight, and lord knows shes gonna get a ride from me tonight.”
“Well good luck to you then friend, just don’t forget i told you so.” I finished my piss, shaked off and went on my way. I walked back to the bar and i felt all thier jealous eyes on me, i didn’t give a shit. Tonight was my night baby, my first night back and i was gonna have a good one. I got back to my seat and situated myself just right. She was helping another customer and i got some good looks at her ass. I felt myself getting excited again, at just the thought of that ass.
“You ready for these shots there Charlie?”
“I was born ready sweetheart.” I told her as i motioned across and rubbed the back of her hand. She was mine and i knew it. We drank our shots and i ordered one more round. Again i tipped her heavy, i wanted to pretend like i was somewhat of a nice guy. I wanted her to want me even though i knew i already had her. “So what are you doing after you get out of here?” I asked waiting for the open opportunity. “I bet you have a nice good man to go home too, being the pretty lady that you are.”
“Hahahaha” she laughed as i began to smirk. “Nope, i dont have a boyfriend. I had one for a long time but he was a dick and i caught him cheating on me one night. I’m sick of all the head games that some guys play, they are too childish to tell a girl just how it is.”
“Cheating on you? Baby i would never cheat on you. If you were my woman i would never even want to go to work. All i would want to do is stay home and give it to you good. I could give it to you good too, i dont look like much but baby i can make bring the walls down.” The booze was really starting to kick in, i didn’t pay much attention to it all. I was just hoping that it was going to work.
“Could you now? I’m not so sure about that one there. How can i be sure that i wont be dissapointed? I dont like to be dissapointed you know.”
“Dissapointed? Baby i’ll ride you good. Might just be the best ride you’ve ever had. Listen, why don’t you call last call here? I’ll help you close up shop and we can head around the corner to my place. I’ve got a 5th of whiskey there. Secret stash but i’ll break it out for you. We can drink, make love, and smoke cigarettes till the sun comes up. How about it?”
“How can i know that your not gonna do something real bad to me when you get me up in your apartment all alone? I don’t need you getting all crazy on me”
“Baby the only bad things im gonna do to you, are the things your gonna thank me for in the morning. C’mon, i don’t offer to break out the secret stash for everyone you know. I like you though, you have that certain something about you.”
“Yea huh? You really think so?”
“Yea baby, its in the way you walk. You walk like your royalty. I really dig it.”
“Ok then, i’ll give you your chance. LAST CALL!!!” I watched her walk away and make the last drinks as they all shot their eyes across towards me. They knew i had her tonight and she was mine. They had all walked in the same way i did, but none of them had a chance and they knew it. They hated me but i was envious of them, in all thier misery. I wanted a piece of what they felt. Pure unwanting jealous misery, of life they wish they had and woman they wish they could ride. I ordered another round for the two of us. I started to tell myselg to slow down old chap, i needed to make sure i could get it up for her. A few more too many and i was going to become useless to her, i couldn’t have that. I wanted to give her a good ride, and fuck, i wanted to get me a good ride. They all ordered thier last drinks and sipped them slowly.
“THAT’S IT BOYS! DOWN THOSE DRINKS! THE LADY WANTS TO GET OUT OF HERE!” I started to scream at them out of impateince.
“Easy, let them have thier drinks. Its thier last ones, we will be out of here in no time.” She said to me.
“Ok baby, i’ll relax. But only for you. I’d rather get up and make them finish so we can clean up and get out of here.” I wanted to find the first dumb bastard who thought he was tough and take him out to the back alley. I was feeling good. I wanted to belt one of them real nice and let them know who was back in town. She wanted me calm though, and i didn’t want to fuck this one up so i relaxed. I sipped at my beer thinking about that beautifull ass and the 5th i had hidden in the new apartment. They all eventually began getting up one by one and left to go back to thier miserable lives. I again felt for some of them, what had they done to look so bad. I wanted to let them know that it could be alright, but i just sat there watching her. Alright old boy, your gonna get her. Make sure you do this one right. The last ones to leave was the little couple that had been sitting in the corner. The guy walked over to the bar and threw down a $20 dollar bill.
“Thank you very much.” He said to her.
“Hey buddy” I said as i turned to him.
“Yea, what’s up?” He promptly asked.
“Nothing man, I just wanted to wish you and your girl a good night. I hope you too have fun tonight.” I shook his had and pulled him in close. “Give her a good ride tonight brother, let her know you love her.” He just laughed as he shook my hand tighter. He turned, grabbed his woman by the hand and made his exit as he shot back.
“Thank you man, i hope you do the same brother. Have a good fucking night.” I just smiled and felt well for a moment there. Sometimes i liked my fellow man. Most of the time i wanted them to all die but sometimes i would be happy for them. This guy seemed worth it. He spent all night in the corner with is woman drinking and laughing. You could see they loved each other and somehow it didn’t sicken me. Maybe it was because i knew i was going to get it out later on, but i genuinely meant what i said to him. After they left i jumped over the bar and grabbed my sweet Christine. I kissed her good too, full on tounge. I could tell she liked it as she grabbed at my hips and pulled me closer. I let one hand lay across her left cheek (woman went crazy for this for some reason, if you brushed thier cheek when you kissed them good they would start to get week in the knees and i knew it) as i pushed up against her and pressed hard. I poured myself a tap beer and just smiled at her.
“Let’s get this place cleaned up and go home baby,” I told her as we both started to wipe everything down. We finished up real quick and before we left she poured us both another shot. I raised my glass and toasted to new beginnings. It went down real smooth, as she turned around to cleap up the floor. I took one more look at that ass of hers and knew i was going to fuck it into a perfect shape. An ass like that didn’t come around to a man too often and i knew it. We finished our drinks and closed the place up. I lit her cigarette before i lit mine when we got outside. We walked the half a block to my apartment as i fumbled for the keys. I opened the door for her and took a good drag from my cigerette as i said to her, “It’s a beautifull night, huh baby?”